JUST SAYING1 second ago Maybe we are all Jesus within. The bible does say that. Rather than an external entity we give our selves to but rather we turn that energy within and become that being, well at least live our lives with purpose larger than ourselves.

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Somehow I must have been thinking in terms of destination and not in terms of the journey. As if getting there meant there was somewhere to go and be, I guess. As if when we reached a critical mass somehow there would be a kind of shift to a new reality. Although in many ways this is true it’s not exactly like that. It’s more about the being and staying in the process that always leans towards that state of bliss but it is always about getting there. Living life on purpose in every respect. It does seem like a tall order but it must be for the journey to have any rewards along the way. they must be well thought  out if necessary in order to point in an appropriate direction that will ultimately reveal that glimmer of hope and assurance of being on the right path.

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The Voice is the Director

But instead of listening I start thinking about why I’m having those thoughts when I need to be paying attention to the message.

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Is it guilt or what?

What is my problem?What is it about that I keep thinking O should be doing something other that doing this…….writing about that I have this issue going on as I speak.It’s not that I don’t have things to be doing. I can always clean and that stuff. I really need to give my dogs a bath and dip not to mention how much junk I need to recycle somehow. Yet, here I sit, Day after day, staring into a computer screen searching,ever searching for whatever it is I seem to be looking for.

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Using God to self destruct

I know this is crazy but I don’t like the way people use the word. It’s not really offensive yet it always gets me. I have a problem with who most people believe this entity to be. Maybe I just don’t understand the word? I do ask who and what is God frequently. I get answers. The what  and who seems to live my a higher state of consciousness. That makes the power actually mine.

Today I noticed some of why it bothers me the way some use the term God is because they keep giving it away and not getting any rewards. I mean that as long as you think something isn’t you it is something other than you. If you always pray to an external anything you’re giving your power of that prayer away.

There is no person called God. They made it up so people would be more easily influenced. In the beginning when they invented religion it was as a focus to get the attention of the mass of humanity. Then they bring the bible out so everyone can become saturated with every possible aspect of this book. Everyone was allowed their own interpretation and God to apply these new guidelines to. So instead of a growing community with a singe purpose it couldn’t be more divided between different sects of this and that.

Now you have generations of many different bible believing Christians and others with their own books. Now that everyone knows the rules and where the power is, now you take that away. You take away their foundation through many steps of a social engineering process project. Something as obvious as Satan the ultimate enemy. The entire entertainment industry has become a Satanic worship machine. Half-time shows at the Super Bowl. Music Award shows, almost any reason to stage a satanic ritual like performance. What’s that all about?  Briefly, it’s about destroying your belief system by putting all of the most offensive programming right in your face. At first you flinch but then after a minute or two your okay with it and go on as usual. That’s how. Why? is to remove any safety you may have felt from the bible.

The way I see it is that unless we recognize where our strength is we can’t count on being able to use it. That faith and acceptance must be with and about who a person is not a book. We are the one we are all waiting for. It is us through a higher power that can change theworld intdo a paradise we call heaven. It can be rightd here right now beneath our feet this moment.

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Conscious of being conscious

When I’m awake life is in session. How I choose to participate during the hours I m awake will determine the quality of my life, I won’t know it until the end but I will notice the ride along the way. I’ll know if I am climbing or sailing and focused or all over the place. I always know I don’t always get it.

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Rocket Science

It’s not.  Everything I see that I don’t like about other people? Is me. It’s my stuff and usually it’s the stuff about myself that I have to spend time analyzing in order to recognize that it really is something of my own. A part of my personality or emotional make up that is just beyond the boundary  of insight. It’s the area at the edge of consciousness where my spirit may dwell. I say, may dwell, as I’m not sure there is anyway to really know for sure.      But at any rate, it is always where I find my inner self waiting to be discovered. Where my personal truth lives…..In this case, my resistance.The simple fact of awareness and acceptance of all my flaws .Resistance is always a losing battle, like a treadmill going nowhere at the speed of jello.

From what I can tell, my spiritual self exists just on the other side of my consciousness. It’s right there where it’s always been. I don’t have to go anywhere else to find it or to get there. I’ve always been there so there’s nowhere else to god to find it as I’m always already there and have always been. Worse is the fact that I’ve always known this to be true even while I’m in the midst of searching for this place where I’m pretty sure peace of mind lives. It’s at that same place, just beyond at the edge of consciousness. So close yet usually so invisible it seems, unle4ss and until I take the time to notice.

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