Author Archives: freezencrash

Programming

It’s why I always drift into autopilot where my brain is always telling to be doing something. It’s the program of avoidance. The opportunity to just be cannot compete with the thought of having to do. Thoughts are an obsticle … Continue reading

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Delores Cannon

I love her stuff. When she speaks about the 3 waves of people who have been incarnating since the 30’s, it defines my life and explains the why to so many questions I’ve had throughout the years. Why I could … Continue reading

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Andy

From: “ldboogie@netzero.com” To: AJSternlaw@aol.com Subject: Andy Date: Wed, 10 Jan 2018 01:15:24 GMT I just wanted to tell you what I’ve discovered so far. It’s about being a mench. I have realized that being a mench isn’t always so much … Continue reading

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Shifting

Shifting my focus from left brain list making organized chaos to right brain what needs to get done to continue functioning as smooth as possible. Taking he course of least resistance vs. putting obstacles in the path. Never completing anything … Continue reading

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The Subtlty of Chicken Soup

In fact, I’ve always just accepted the notion that the major influence in my life was the father figure or lack thereof. It was all the usual stuff about not being there emotionally and rejection and blame. I’m not sure … Continue reading

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A New Old Idea

Remembering to not think is the first thing. tthen remembering so many other things just to get going. Maybe not. Maybe if I just stay in a particular state of mind…..right. I’m going to remember that? Ok. There has to … Continue reading

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Still in process

Ok. The bottom line on the subject of ‘being in the moment’. In this version I am attempting to recover a sense of purpose in the moment. The moment was way back in the day when everything was with purpose. … Continue reading

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