Even though I’ve got plenty to do, if I should choose. That is the dilemma. Feeling like I should be doing something. I never know for sure what that may be either just that I’m antsy and think that’s why. Go figure? It’s like I’m not able to just be in the moment and in the space of the current now. It’s not always the case but it is more than not so. Like now, for example, it’s going on now so I’m writing about it. I’m also drawing big blanks.