Up until this very minute I really believed I was a positive forward kind of believer. I just realized that’s not true. I’m actually, underneath my facade convinced in our inevitable doom.
I thought I was so on top of it all. I listen to all the higher energy stuff and always get something enlightening….I thought. At least I am in the process, that should have some value towards this pursuit. I had thought.
Turns out not so much. i am actually very much under the influence of some kind of archonic energy. It’s negativity is elusive and powerful and most of all pervasive, as in everywhere. Repelling it is a full time job and as long as I continnue to feed it through my various and sundry addictions with caffeine, nicotine and sugar I’. sure it will continue to put up obsticles in my way.