It’s not an addiction I am up against It’s this place, this version of my reality. I suddenly realized that all the time I have spent in my life resisting this and that…..I just got that I’ve been pushing up against a wall. An immovable fucking wall. So I not only create my resistance which is always equal to it’s opposite, in this case becoming aware, Then I keep pushing against it to test it’s strength ?
Everything is just an aspect of itself your being is simply having an experience of. Which means my back aches from pushing a fucking wall all the time! Hello? Faith and belief are only aspects of this realm