I’m so crazy. One minute I’m all in a higher state and like before I even notice I’m back in the struggle. What’s up with that ? I was thinking that my whole life has been about the same thing. It’s always about doing the right thing. I’m not perfect but I do have a sense of this and I always expect everyone else to. That’s the problem right there. It’s not reasonable to expect anyone else o have the same considerations that I do…..Just like I don’t have the ones other people have. Of course that is simple logic that only shows up afterwards.