It’s is the only way I know how to know myself. By having this conversation I am able to debate and contrast ideas. At the same time culture takes a rather dim view of this practice, that is really sanity. Reality is the distraction from self discovery so it’s hard to take my insights more seriously than just a thought. They say people who talk themselves are crazy so that’s that. Instead participating in a game of life as if a spectator or as Shakespeare said, “We are but designated players………”. It’s no accident, this is the real essence of programming. I cannot even describe how insidious this undermining of humanity is. The secret of life is talking to self. I eliminate ‘my’ I can depersonalize the information bypassing my ego that does not acknowledge that intuition is our true inner voice.