New Definition of Insanity

Any peoples or persons of all false positions of power purposely and without conscience who deliberately set out to find and destroy any and all history and tradition that is not in compliance with their story (his-story) they want to make true…..as in almost all remote Islands and Mainland Indigenous and isolated tribal populations……and worse have practically succeeded and are now pursuing civilized populations as well.

This is a complete pathology of insanity…..Welcome to our world!

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Always More Irony………..

I was just thinking how ironic it would be if my ever so self righteous acidic sibling left this plane of the 3rd dimension before I did.  It would be a kind of poetic justice for sure…….at least if you were the kind of person whom all your worldly what evers are so invested in their materialistic  value…..I think that would be the operating theme here. …As it is truly about things with valuable.  It always amazed me and greatly troubled my immediate family that I didn’t blend well in these areas. I remember once my sister, who is a few years older, was discussing getting a car with my mother…..when out of the blue mom says, “But Lyndy will buy her own car when she is 16, won’t you?’    as here eyes peered deeply and desperately into mine…..(The poor dear, if she could have only peered into the future instead…………………It would have been abundantly clear to her that this would be only the beginning of a long line of vehicles she would be purchasing for this ‘Golden Child’…………………)

It’s a funny thing the way life turns out…….A person can be so sure of things even until the  very last minute… then KA BOOM! Everything implodes into smithereens and is instantly changed! Like you never knew what hit ya…it just happens like that, life does….. because of the fact ‘that I lived’ I know this to be true.

All the traumatic times. Those, the ones that you’re absolutely positive have and will ‘change your life forever’ and sometimes they really do.  Like the time I called my father’s bluff after threatening to put me in the hospital again, he hadn’t actually done it yet but it always began something like this, I would piss him off..which was easy since everything I did had this effect, then came the “Get her otta my sight before I bla bla the hospital…” But this time I told him to just go for it…………. he did.  The part about it that was not expected was just like in the comic books….. I saw stars!  Big time stars all flashing and constantly changing colors. One thing here happened for sure and that was the fact that I never took that position again…..and as I live I continue to learn and that alone for  me is what makes waking up everyday a possibility.  Oh sure, easy for me to say…………..now. But yesterday? Not so much. Nothing, I repeat…Nothing…went right. With one exception…my anger bone was working overtime.  It didn’t seem to matter who it was, it wasn’t right, everything is wrong.   Doctor appointment with a new doctor….bad day to meet new doctor especially a new and very young doctor……….. in age as well as experience……. who not only had an attitude about it but I had to contend with this new and young doctor who was probably only a doctor because her Oriental father is a herbalist and acupuncturist! (Wow, I thought, maybe I’ve finally found someone I can agree with…I’m just guessing) But then it began to look like  little daughter is so competitive she is trying to prove to her father that she is better because of a Western education!  (so there went any hope for alternatives) She must have repeated the line about ‘my training’ a dozen times in ten minutes. “According to my training…, Not the way I was trained” I know how her father must feel…… then I had the nerve to mention as kind of a throw away line, “I’ll bet you guys have a lot of arguments!”  (Why did I have to say that?)  If looks could kill………..Who knew? I hadn’t figured it out yet about what her motives were, for almost immediately, while she was recommending a different doctor…… saying, “I think you will have more in common philosophically with Dr. Somebodyelse…than we do” …..(fuck you very much).

Ok, so I didn’t mention the part about when I first got there and I was talking to the assistant telling her that after spending a lot of time on line I probably had too much information………….So she tells this to the doctor before she sees me and brings with her a bit of an attitude to begin with…especially after I had indicated that I would be interested in an alternative treatment……Well,  that turned out to be a mistake on my part.  I should have known better than to think that anyone and mostly everyone never understands what I mean no matter what it is I’m saying…It’s always misunderstood  or rather I do not communicate in a manner that is easily understood and more  often than not, misunderstood…….Then to make things worse I forget that’s what’s happening and begin to react to the misunderstanding and off I go!  Worse yet is that when I go off I go over the line usually and although I am usually not particularly sorry, it can be embarrassing and uncomfortable to be sure. It may be that I suffer from a particular lack of self control in some areas…………………And if necessary I’m sure I could easily come up with some very rational reasons and excuses for my bizarre behavior but then I would be probably making it up anyway.  Everything can have reasons and excuses and over the years I  have found that no matter what you fill in the blanks with it doesn’t change anything……..(I noticed the accidental italics but I think I like it so I’ll keep it) Looks kind of casual and at this point in time, I’m anything but…………………………………………………………………………….over?

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Is It Just Irony?

To me this is the most important subject at hand.  I heard a story on old time radio about how a supposed health club with mineral baths discovered that there was a problem with mold, etc., and that it was necessary to fix it.  Sounds reasonable enough, right? Who would have thought this could turn into a big political issue?

But what happened is just insane. The investors thought that if they fixed the problem it would create more problems than if we left it alone…..which made no sense….the story goes on: “Too many jobs would be lost, we can’t afford to close it down or pay for repairs, our whole city revenue is dependent on this, etc.” and so it continued. But as it turns out… every single decision that has to do with revenue is always on the side of the money no matter how many actual humans are affectcd, get sick and/or die. It just is not a significant issue in anyone’s decision. It never was. Only profit is considered. This is what we are about today. Someone once said something about that all it takes is good men to do nothing for evil to take over and win…….and guess what? We are not winning, look around…….it’s no secret either….They want you to know what time is. They want you to know exactly how powerless we all are.  Because it is this kind of anxiety that makes them happy.

As I look back over the years it looks like it was the conservative 40’s and 50’s that was really kind of like paradise compared to these days…..that is if you can imagine paradise without your pc.   (ironic)

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Ashley

It’s a funny thing about words….One of the first really profound awakenings I had a while back was about not just words but more about definitions…and how much different a word can be defined by its use and by its user.

When I was a young person, like grammar school age, one of my favorite things to do was read this big dictionary we had. It was the kind with the glyphs on the pages as examples of words that had several meanings. Sometimes the glyphs were pen and ink sketches or symbols and the paper was very thin like onion skin. It was a real thick and a rather large volume and I would grab it on my way to the room at my house we affectionately called ‘the library’.

But I digress…When I first realized that words meant different things to different people well, it changed everything. Words were tools and needed to be defined! It was then I knew.  Yes, it was all clear.  Finally it all made sense. It was words, it was definitions. No wonder nothing made any sense before. I was understanding  according to my definitions that I got out of that big dictionary. It’s no wonder there was this huge gap between my understanding and most others………not all but a large majority was on other side of this argument.

The thing is that I’ve lived my whole life not knowing this one thing that would have made a major difference in how I defined almost everything and why very few others seemed to know what I was talking about.

It’s the perfect, “Doh! I  should have had a V/8!” moment if ever there was one.

So, as someone who thinks themselves a communicator, I’m in the wrong something. It’s not easy to have to face something as life changing and as telling of the  direction of that life……. as this one thing is.  It’s that big!

So, now about why I’m writing this post:Have you guessed it’s about words?  Good. Because it is. It’s about the words, “Auto-Fail”… and it’s about how I seem to have blown this thing out of the water…..for which I once again, apologize.

Maybe I am a little OCD but it’s a lot because of this thing that came up after I left. I realized it as an opportunity to expand my data base and response system in the area of verbal knee jerk reaction scenarios.  I reacted to meaningless words but what I noticed mostly is how differently you and I defined those words. You saw mine and what I saw (later as I reran the scene in my memory)was that we were not watching  the same program.  We were both seeing completely different screens.  I was watching myself in a court room (sort of) as a defendant…while you where watching the same case but as a prosecutor.  I’m not saying that’s what you really saw but I am saying that you can see how the center can fall out when two people using the same words can define them differently than each other and subsequently speaking side by side rather than back and forth….or even passing each other along the way without acknowledging seeing or the best is : as if speaking different languages…..as truly we are.

Wait a minute, I just got something…….I remember you said that it was still fresh for me……so it came up twice, right? So….that must be what it’s about. It’s in there somewhere.  Sometimes I really love the process….especially when I’m on the right track.

Okay then………..I think I’ve milked this subject well into next month.

Thank you

But wait, there’s more…….There turns out to be some control issues here as well…………………….hmmmmmmmmmmmm I hate it when someone ‘chooses for me.’  That’s it! The words just got me here. Wowza.

You have just witnessed the last two hours in my brain.  Thank you for letting me share :~)

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Criminal Justice ?

After hours and hours of watching and listening to detective stories on tv and old time radio, one thing seems to stand out in my memory.  It is the procedure that the District Attorney uses to solve crime…… they come up with a theory and as a defendant your job is to prove them wrong.  So it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out why and how so many people get caught up in a system based on an assumed theory that may or may not even be relevant  But to a jury who knows nothing except what is presented……well, if the DA comes up with a reasonable enough theory the defendant is toast.

I wish I were just making this up “as a theory”…………….But I’m afraid it is more a rule of thumb than theory at all. They make up the story and expect you to prove their story wrong. Seems simple  enough? Sure, because if someone is innocent it should be easy to prove……….except it isn’t and worse, it never is.

That’s why our system never works even if it seems to sometimes. And when it does you always hear the same line again and again, “See, this just proves the system works!” Almost as a sigh of relief…….as one never knows these days what is likely to happen in a courtroom anywhere in the USA today.

One thing we do know…and that is the people who are really responsible are never held accountable, and you can take that to the bank!

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Prescription Drugs and Designated Whistleblowers

It just dawned on me as I was reading about blood pressure meds that when we take this stuff we don’t have to take care of ourselves ‘the drugs do that’ so I don’t have to! doh! Makes me wonder if that was the purpose all along. I have completely lost all faith I ever had in the illusion of government. It is unfortunate and true. The fox are guarding the hen house.

We are living in the era that would never happen……….We were too smart for that……as  the phrase, “Those who do not learn from their history are doomed to repeat it……. until they do.

In watching a lot of so called alternative sites there are certain designated hitters that come out of no where and are authorities on conspiracies behind the scenes, they say…and generally speaking they are bright and informed on their subjects…..but that is where I have a problem with them. They all use this one particular phrase, they all refer to their work as ‘their work’! and for some reason it all of the sudden hit me that there was something very rehearsed about this…..which is how I came to the conclusion that I did about the designated outers that just show up on you tube and all have their own particular story about how it all really works….and they are usually in alignment in a broad sense……and I think they are all telling the truth ‘as they know it’……and we know that can mean many things. I’m just saying.

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The War with GMO Labeling

We beat them at their own game by having everyone label their stuff “NON GMO”    Hello ?

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